Thursday, July 11, 2013

Hate my f*cking house not home

I hate the fact that life's unfair, people always have favoritism or what you called favorite person.
I hate that my life is so much far from perfect everything I do in my life is wrong, everything I do in my family's eyes are wrong.
I hate the fact that my family is broken my mom is not with me, and I never saw my dad even once.
I hate that my family thinks that I'm shit and that I'm not bright enough to be in a prestigious school in college.
I hate that my senior is not what I am expecting to be.
I hate that I don't have a shoulder to cry on when my own family is bullying me.
I hate that my mom is so busy that I can't tell her all my problems.
I hate that people think that I'm not a good person, they don't even get the chance to know me before judging me.

Hope that things will not change

hate that some people knew what I feel for you, hate that if you will know what I feel for you things will change, things will be awkward between us. hope that you will still be my friend, even though we barely speak to each other.